Chasing..

I chase memoriesI chase what could beI chase youIn the places you love I don’t find peace. Dreams that will never beA child I will never haveA complete happiness that eludes me. You fed my appetiteA part of me I needed to control. In your favourite placeI realise,My peace was never with youI didn’t feel…

Grief

For the warmth of your hugsAnd the smell of your skin For your fingers holding mine For your walk uniquely youThe look of love in your eyes For your witYour laughYour humour No regret For a real true loveThats moves Changes your beingTouches your core A journey of self loveMy path led to youNow a…

Engravings

Dear Frank It is the eve of another move; tomorrow I sleep in a new home.This week has been full of preparation with barely a moment to sit and feel. Today marks 2 weeks since I saw you last. As I was walking on the beach I thought of the summer evening we spent together.…

Evolution

Dear Frank I’ve known you since June 2020; by December you were my best friend. You have listened to every qualm, every moment of excited discovery. My literal gloomy days when I realised how much I’ve missed out on in my marriage (talking during break in the rain). You have been with me through my…

Beaded Dreams

This afternoon you gave me a bracelet. A simple beaded one. It means more than all the precious stones in the world. Your mom was holding onto it for you, with the intention that you will give it to the woman you love one day.I am in awe of you. How you love. How you…